Wednesday, August 30, 2023

General Anesthesia

I told to my boss that my memory now is not good since I go under general anesthesia twice in 2 consecutive years but she made fun out of it... 

Sunday, August 27, 2023

Are you losing your hopes???

 Dear friends,


Today, I want to encourage you to keep moving forward in life despite the challenges and setbacks you may be facing. Life can be tough, but we must remember that every obstacle we encounter is an opportunity to grow and become better versions of ourselves.


Don't let fear or self-doubt hold you back from pursuing your dreams and goals. You are capable of achieving anything you set your mind to, as long as you remain focused and determined. Trust in your abilities and believe in your potential.


It's okay to take small steps towards your goals as long as you keep moving forward. Don't get discouraged by the length of the journey, but instead, celebrate the progress you've made. Remember to be patient and kind to yourself, as success takes time.


Most importantly, surround yourself with positive influences who uplift and encourage you on your journey. Seek out mentors, friends, or family members who believe in your potential and can offer you guidance and support.


I believe in each and every one of you. Keep pushing forward, and never give up on your dreams. You are capable of achieving greatness.


Sincerely, 

Your motivator.

Monday, August 14, 2023

This is just a beginning, I will conquer all the struggles for my kids!!!

I asked my boss If it's possible to advance my salary due to family matters. I want to process the family visa of my kids, but she reject and said I'm just new and boss will not allowed.

I thought its okay if they rejected my request because I just try and it's like finding needle in the rice field.
But I don't know why I get hurt, and cried in the bathroom... Is it a self pitty? Or it's just that I am disappointed that they don't care. Or it's just because I am too sensitive, or it's because I took a thousand or a million courage before I asked and then she just rejected me in instant.




Wednesday, January 25, 2017

Awkward moment...

When you greeted some one to her facebook and she just like it and don't leave any comment but she does with others...

Am just thinking if I did something wrong with this sweet lady...???

Monday, January 23, 2017

Weird Dream...

I had a very weird dream, I saw my father who passed away 13 years ago, he smell stinky and he is very ugly and thin I look into his teeth it's  seems like in the horror movie, he lead me the way to somewhere I saw a very beautiful place with three stair with a many steps its seem like glowing from far where I stand. I asked him if he stayed on that place but he said no, he stayed in very hot place that is why he is so thin.

I don't know what does it mean but when he is alive, he is the kindest person I ever known. Humanity is his vision in life.
Before he died he beg to God with all of his sin, but why he stayed in very hot place?

He asked me to visit his grave once in a while...

Is he really my Father? Is it possible that he showed me the heaven?

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

DIY face mask (strawberry-lemon w/ honey face mask)


After using commercial beauty regimen my face become worse than ever!!! Starting when i stop using chemical solutions. and now I am trying to get back the beauty of my skin by using naturals and non harmful skin regime.


so i try this strawberry-lemon w/ honey face mask


Benefits of the product:


1. strawberry- Rich in vitamin C, these fruits can be used to make excellent face masks to fight oily skin, as well as nourish and revitalize your skinStrawberries are acidic in nature and this is effective to remove the excess sebum on skinSkin lightening. The juice is very efficient in lightening blemishes and acne scars.


2. lemon- whitens/lighten skin


3. honey - Honey is naturally antibacterial, so it's great for acne treatment and prevention.



Needed:

1. half of Lemon
2. 2 tablespoon honey
3. 1 strawberry (ripe)
4. compressed facial mask
5. mixing bowl/cup

Instructions:

in the mixing bowl squeeze the half lemon add the 2 tablespoon honey and mashed strawberry mix until  make a good mixture of mask.

put two layers in the skin using your fingers or face brush then put the compressed facial mask ( i used the miniso brand) and set until it absorb the facial mask mixture.

put in the face for 20 minutes but me i preferred much longer because i love the feeling to my face. and i really want my skin really absorb the mask.




 

Results.

Amazing! a super clean face... 

I hope all my scars will vanish all soon...





Friday, June 5, 2015

Chopsticks diet

I'm a Korean drama fanatic, and upon watching those drama it influence me to use chopsticks as my food utensils. Then one time I realize that it helps a lot on my diet, it helps me to consume a small amount of food, it helps me to chewed well my food and especially it helps me to feel bloated easily. So I tried to search in google if there's a an existing chopsticks diet. Then it made me surprised that it really exist... and from now on and forever I decided to use it as my utensils. That is my story how I discovered the chopsticks diet.

Sunday, May 10, 2015

DIY short



Three easy steps to make short from the old jeans

step 1: cut into your desire length, make sure you add 2" inches allowance for the stitches

step 2: pin the bottom with push pins

step 3: sew
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Finished!

Monday, March 10, 2014

DIY Aloevera Face Mask/Scrub

Ingredients:
2 Aloevera leaves
4 tables spoon VCO (Virgin Coconut Oil)
2 table spoon Ground coffee beans
1 table spoon Brown Sugar
1 table spoon Rock Salt


Procedure:
Wash and chop the 2 aloevera then put the chopped aloevera leaves into the blender and 4 tablespoon of VCO and the ground coffee beans (I used alamid coffee beans for better result).  You may add sugar and salt for best result (optional) blend it well, put it in your face gently in circular motion and leave for 15-20 minutes. Then rinse with warm water.
You may also use this for body scrub.




Result:

Very smooth and Super soft skin

Benefits of coffee
Stimulate your metabolism
Increase dopamine levels, making you feel good
Reduce stress
Increase short-term memory
Increase blood flow
Impart vitality
Scrub Away Cellulite and Varicose Veins

Reduce the puckering of cellulite, and tighten skin cells, and blood vessels, resulting in a tighter, slimmer look, according to Lydia Evans, consulting dermatologist for LOreal Paris, quoted in Elle Canada.
Also prevent and reverse sun damage. 

In Addition it lessens the appearance of age spots, and soothes irritated skin.

Benefits of virgin coconut oil
 It's naturally antibacterial and antifungal, it's an excellent moisturizer, and it can penetrate hair better than other oils.

In skin cells, it creates a healthier balance of saturated-to-unsaturated fatty acids and repairs damage from aging, the sun and other environmental factors. Rich in growth factors, VCO provides anti-aging benefits, too, like enabling skin to form more anti-inflammatory cell hormones (and inflammation is the reason for so much skin damage, from aging to acne and infection).

Coconut oil actually strengthens and moisturizes on a cellular level. It actually heals your skin and hair over time. You skin and hair look better even when it has been rinsed off.

It is great natural skin moisturizer

Coconut oil helps to make your skin feel softer

Benefits of aloevera
It heals wounds and soothes skin
It treats sunburn. 
It acts as a moisturizer.
It treats acne. 
It fights aging.
 It lessens the visibility of stretch marks. 
Take the sting or itch out of insect bites.
Use as an antidote to allergic skin reactions.

Benefits of sugar and salt

Exfoliate skin, cleansed the dead skin, tighter the pores and gives soft skin result.
Sugar scrubs are gentler than salt scrubs because the granule is round and therefore doesn’t have any ability to “cut” the skin. It’s a far better choice for sensitive skin types and the only choice for the face. Sugar granules dissolve more easily in hot water, and they are less abrasive than salt scrubs. While sugar scrubs don’t have the mineral benefits of salt scrubs, they are less drying, and many natural scrubs now use natural sugars which contain the nutritive properties of sugar cane. Because of the smaller, finer granules, sugar scrubs make a gentle exfoliant that is suitable for next to all skin types and conditions. The glycolic acid content of sugar is another plus, helping to protect skin against harmful toxins. Vital for the maintenance of healthy skin, this acid works to both condition and moisturize. Even for seriously rough and dry skin, sugar scrubs are great because sugar sizes come in fine, medium and course. 

The skin will become much healthier in function and appearance—better circulation and with a more even skin tone. Once dead skin cells are removed, the largest organ of the body works more effectively to remove toxins and absorb nourishment. Best of all, because both are pure products, there are few, if any side effects, so the natural glow is exactly that… natural!

Salt scrubs are generally more abrasive because of their sharper edges and, therefore, do a better job at smoothing the rough skin of the body. What really separates salt scrubs from sugar scrubs is that they offer therapeutic, mineralization benefits. Most salt scrubs use sea salts, which are natural purifiers that remove the toxins that block the pores of the skin. It helps the skin breathe easier, promotes better circulation, tightens the skin and improves skin texture. There are many sea salts used in scrubs including Himalayan, Mediterranean, Hawaiian and Dead Sea Salts from Israel. These various salts have different trace minerals, which include calcium, magnesium, potassium, copper and iron. The minerals help to promote circulation, reduce the inflammatory response, and act as a detoxifying agent and general muscle relaxant.

Coarse salt scrubs are good for removing dead skin like on your feet and elbows, and are the ideal treatment for skin detoxification. Since the salt granules work a little harder than the gentler sugar scrubs, salt scrubs are a good choice for where skin can get especially dry and calloused.

Body Scrub Benefits: They Make Skin Look More Youthful
One of the biggest benefits of a body scrub is how easily they remove dead skin cells that make the skin look dull and lackluster.

Body scrubs are a way to give skin a youthful glow while helping moisturizer do its job better.

Sunday, March 9, 2014

DIY Aloe Vera Hair Mask

Ingredients:
2 leaves of Aloevera
4 tables spoon VCO (Virgin Coconut Oil)




Procedure:
Wash and chop the aloevera then put the chopped 2 aloevera leaves, I did not scope the aloevera gel because I will mix it into blender. Add 2 tablespoon of VCO. Blend it well, put it in your hair and scalp and leave for 15- 20 minutes. Then rinse with lukewarm water.



Result:
Smooth and Soft hair

Benefits of Aloevera for hair
Aloe vera contains enzymes that promote hair growth. 

The proteolitic enzymes found in aloe vera help to eradicate dead skin cells on the scalp. Aloe vera’s keratolic action breaks down the sebum and dead scalp cells. Aloe vera’s alkalizing properties balances the pH level of the scalp and hair which results in further hair growth and retains moisture in the scalp.
Aloe vera also helps to eliminate itchy scalp and scalp dryness by its anti-pruritic properties. It also alleviates pruritic ailments like psoriasis and eczema of scalp. Aloe vera’s enzymatic properties enable it to destroy excessive dead skin cells of the scalp.  It helps to reduce the redness, scaling, itching and inflammation of scalp which directly benefits the hair.

Aloe vera is also used in dandruff treatment. The natural enzymes found in aloe vera soothe and moisturize the scalp that helps to eliminate the scalp dryness that causes dandruff. Thus its anti-fungal properties alleviate dandruff problem.  It alleviates the dry and itchy feeling that accompanies dandruff and oiliness. Aloe vera brings a refreshing and cooling sensation to the scalp.

Aloe vera is a great conditioning agent that restores the hair’s shine and luster, and leaves the hair silky and smooth. The gel like substance found in aloe vera leaves is similar to keratin in chemical composition. This enables it to penetrate easily along the scalp. The scalp absorbs the benefits of aloe vera up to 7 layers deep and provides deep conditioning to the scalp. The amino acids present in aloe vera add strength and luster to the hair. It also enhances the beauty and suppleness of the hair. It control frizzy hair and does not leave behind any greasy build up.

Aloe vera gel also repairs dry and damaged hair in a short span of time. Aloe vera contains a good amount of protein which is necessary for maintaining the good health of the hair. By going through the hair shaft, aloe gel cures each strand restoring the natural beauty of the hair. In addition, it reinforces the outer layer of the hair which gives you a more manageable crown of glory. It softens, fortifies and rejuvenates the skin by flushing out the dirt, particles and bacteria from the scalp.


Benefits of Virgin Coconut Oil in the hair

Coconut oil actually strengthens and moisturizes on a cellular level. It actually heals your skin and hair over time. You skin and hair look better even when it has been rinsed off.
By improving hair cuticle and scalp health, coconut oil can actually repair damaged hair. The antifungal properties also help eliminate the need for dandruff shampoos. All of these contribute to hair growth.
  • Vitamin E helps rebuild protein in hair lost through styling
  • Keeps hair shiny and builds strength
  • Can be used as a deep conditioning treatment
  • Has a long shelf life, unlike other hair care products that quickly oxidize and turn rancid
  • Can be used as a medicinal treatment for dandruff and scalp complaints